I thought of this a week or two ago. Seeing as i do not like NYE i thought it would be cool to have something accomplished by then so when the day rolls around i won’t have to think of anything to say anyone. & i’m sick of putting these things off. 1st i’ve had this $2,000 credit card bill that isn’t going ANYWHERE! Mainly because i pay $300 a month towards it & then i end up spending $300 (on clothes, makeup, shoes ect ect.) So if for the next 3 or 4 months pay $300 every month and DO NOT shop! it will happen. The next is 20lbs by Jan 1st…..that one seems kinda easy? I have a gym membership & about 2 years ago i lost almost 20lbs just by going a few days a week. So if i actually GO to the gym & eat smaller portions ( i can NOT to the diet thing. i will eat smaller healthier portions (BUT i will not count calories or drinking slim fast or anything like that) Maybe a little less drinking too? who knows! it’s like 1 or 2lbs a week… eeek!
i meant to post what I wrote under what “Californiacornbread” wrote. I do not have my tumblr app on my new phone so im using safari which sucks. My bad! He wrote the really beautiful thing under my pathetic writing just a heads up!
I wish I could say with 100% certainty someone felt this way about me. Never had any doubt in my relationship with nick until now. I have a feeling going back to San francisco (after a week filled with best friends & family) is going to be extremely lonely. I need excitement & adventure with nick or I don’t know how much longer my true love can last. Maybe the words that people utter ” nothing last forever” are true. I sure hope not, either way.
She looked at me like a Christmas present. I should be unwrapped shortly, and I was. Getting unwrapped is just like getting wrapped, the same excitement, but in reverse. It’s the sensation of a hot shower, striking your back, you’re relaxed. Then there’s the whispers, because I can feel her breath…